You have a great chance to catch the right train. For over 15 years I have been involved in personal development and now provide online coaching and consultations. I have a clear schedule according to which we will develop together, the main guidelines are happiness and well-being, and also do everything in pleasure. We will do different energy practices, exercises, and meditations every day. It would be nice to try to work for a month, I think we will succeed and later you will become self-sufficient. I own many non-traditional methods of personal development, so it will be fun. I act as a source of energy, but you should also take responsibility, be inspired, and become whole. We can come up with control in your chat or short video calls. It would be cool if I said what is your deadline for each day, your personal affairs, then we can combine and it will be awesome.
I can forward my YouTube channel or my social networks. But the result is important to us, and the path to it is even more important!
Regards, Benjamin!